Went to my dad's factory this morning. My first and second sisters joined me. Nothing to talk about actually. Just some praying, that's all. Came back. Dropped dead and kinda like fell asleep? Yay! I can't wait for tomorrow! I'm going to knock on my parent's room door once the clock strikes twelve and ask them for ang pao! I have a feeling I am going to be sick after Chinese New Year. This holidays better be a good and memorable one!
So far only Jonathan asked me to go to his open house. Hsiang Han, are you going to have one too?!?!?! I want to be the lucky charm and make people win money! Hahahaha!
Reunion dinner later. I am starting to get hungry! I want food!
Recalling back all those memories, remembering how much hope I used to put, and one by one, it all turned me down. I stood up after a long time, thinking that my mistakes will not repeat again, but look at me now, my histories and mistakes are repeating. I should have known I shouldn't put my whole trust and hope onto whatever I made myself get into, and that including believing in myself, loyalty and honesty. I am halfway tumbling down. Part of me are, another part of me is holding onto me, not letting me fall.
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make me smile @ 6:20 PM
make me smile @ 6:20 PM
