Friday, January 22, 2010
Still, Different Places Share A Single Heaven.

hmmmm, since i'm free and that i have nothing to do, let me tell you people how is my life currently. by the way, ring ding dong ring ding dong ring diggy ding diggy ding diggy ding. books are piling up in my room. sooner or later, there isnt gonna be enough house for my books to stay. first day of school, i was glad to see all my friends again. new students had their first step into this school. the day went kinda same. second day, everything went the same. then weeks passed by. BUT, those weeks seems slow and torturing to me. they said form 4 is a honeymoon year, but i cant see what is there to honeymoon about. headache has been accompanying me last few days. it became my unwilling drug. the cutest thing happened is the word 'only'. it always sends our class to chaos and sarcasm. biology, i can't say that it's the subject that all of us hate nor love. both came in a same way. oh, do not forget laughters too. i have to admit, form 4 isn't an easy life to go through. homeworks can't be left alone. if not, they will take their revenge as persuading the teachers to give us more. this is what you get for abandoning your books, kids. take this as a lesson, love your books and your books will love you back. as weeks passed, school is feeling more like it had been stretch to longer hours.

then came gerko where societies and uniform bodies come. presidents and all the committee members were elected. speaking about that, i'm proud of my brothers :D i'm proud of sam too. let's just hope that we will see sam's serious side when it comes to sports practice. back to where i stop, president were all elected. then came sports practice. so far, honestly to tell you, it is kinda boring to me. not to say that it ain't fun. but it's just that i always find myself lingering around doing nothing. well, something, but looking at others doing always makes me feel time is passing even slow. i can't judge it right now since it just started. soon, maybe i will take back my words and find it more interesting than what i expected. victory is something everyone is seeking for this year, not only this year, every year as well.

next up, tuitions. tuesday, wednesday, thursday and friday. these are the killer days. homeworks were given from school teachers, we do not have enough time to finish it. after attending tuition, come back and straight away start doing homeworks. by the next day, i'll find myself very tired and can't concentrate during lessons. i have to force myself to concentrate and keep telling myself that this isn't a small game anymore. i always ended up daydreaming about things. i'm a slow learner, it's hard for me to catch up and understand. and that's when hong yue, ashley and siew ching become my tutor. sam did his part too. but when he explains, he doesn't say a word, just by writing down the add maths working. that is why i prefer seeing his book because i understand further than he explains to me. i should be in my dreamland right now, but since i'm not that tired yet, oh wells.

thursday is a serious killer day to me. it's like a hit on your head, making you realized that there is two tuitions today and it is for three hours straight. imagine trying to stay awake so that the teacher doesn't catch you sleeping and start asking you questions about the lesson which you can barely even have the energy to concentrate in. why oh why must double period of bm be on thursday? it's starting to eat everyone up, wait, it is already eating everyone up. bits by bits. first comes mental, second comes physical. third comes what god knows. anyhow, i still will not get tired of thinking that sports isn't a fun thing to do. ile, let's pray what i said during tuition about 135 cm is actually true!

we had kursus kepimpinan today. woke up at 7 30. reached there, blah the registration and stuffs. i thought that the event will start sharp at 8. but they said that we will have our breakfast in the canteen first before everything starts. right after break, they grouped us into four groups which were pengerusi/naib pengerusi/secretary, prefects, monitors and ajk i think.. ah, i was damn sleepy throughout the whole event. the pengerusi and ajk stayed in the basketball court while the monitors and prefects went to 4P i think to have a talk, i guess. what we did first? er, we have to find a partner and we were given two strings. we have to tie each string on both of our wrists and slang it across the partner's string then simpy tangle up our hands or just make it looks like a spider web. after that, we have to release ourselves out. i kinda failed actually. after that, we sat in a group and we were asked to write 5 digits of number from 1 to 11. each of them had a meaning. i can't remember what were the meanings.

then we went up to 4P to listen to a talk. it was something like a debate to me. p.s the place i was sitting, which is teck qing's place, the fan up there was scary. seriously very scary. it looked like it is going to drop. 10 30, we had our break again. then what we did? oh yea, the acting situations. we need to create a problem by acting and let the other groups solve it. yea, and that's how the even ended. blah, i'm so sleepy and tired right now. i haven't even finish my homeworks.

weinee
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Sobre Mi
Standing up late is what I do. Life's a cruel place and yet beautiful place to stay.

It's a game where no one wins.


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