Saturday, November 14, 2009
I Have Feelings Too, Do You Know.
Why do you always judge me by what you see? Example : coming into my room, seeing me not studying, and you gave me the hell life of lecture about oh, how important is studies to me. Hey, do you know that not seeing me studying doesn't mean I'm not studying for the entire year. That goes to everything you see me do. Those words which came out from your very own mouth just pierce through my heart like there ain't any cure to it. I am just so frustrated about everything repeating again and again. I just seem not to satisfy you eh? Everything I do seems to be a waste of time to you. You said you understand my feeling and will not bother me mentally from the perspective which you shouldn't, but every single thing you do every second makes my heart goes aching. Even loving someone doesn't heartbreak this much. Look how much of heartbreaking and tears I have to put through for three of us. Everything she does seems the world to you.
She is your very own life, do you know that? But how could you do such things to her? Remembering every single harsh thing you did to her just makes me go snapping off over you.
This is what I'm feeling right now and I do not know why does all of these just come straight to me at this moment.
weinee
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