Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I had just realised that my blog had been neglected and abandoned for quite a long time? I apologise for the neglection. I think you all should know the reason behind this abandoning my blog. Yes yes, the major killer assassin exam is coming. Time is passing so fast. As the clock ticks, seconds to PMR is getting near. This holiday, I was supposed to be studying. But my studying plan turned out to be procrastinating plan. Well, at least I spent some time studying, but nothing seems to go into my head ;( I am in serious deep shit ;(

English tuition today. Just nice at 9 a.m. I was sleepy throughout the tuition. Joanne and Ile were quite hyper. Did quite a lot of laughing at tuition. Obviously we do, with Madam Loo there =) What three of us did not expect was about a teacher she said XD

I miss all my friends. Siew Ching is in Thailand. I think that she is coming back tomorrow? Can't wait to see her on Thursday!! Siew Ching, souvenirs =D I miss Ashley D= Oh, while being boring last few days, I did some drawings, well, not really a drawing, but anyways, I did three. I took pictures from one of the drawings and sent it to Ashley =) Well, I hope she likes it.


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Oh oh, last Sunday, my family and I went to a seafood restaurant at Port Klang. I was looking around, waiting for the food to come, and suddenly, an English guy appeared from nowhere and sat at the table infront of me. Oh my god, I was startled when I saw him. He is hot. I messaged Kay. It was quite funny, here's the conversation.

Wei Nee : Omg omg omg omg hot ang moh omg omg omg.
Kay : Har? What you talking about?
Wei Nee : I am in a restaurant. An ang moh suddenly appeared and he is sitting at the table infront of me. So it means when I am eating, I can stare at him and drool over him.
Kay : Drool lah, let him be disgusted by you.
Wei Nee : And he is wearing specs. But too bad there is a girl beside him. =( Who cares!
Kay : SPECS?! Now I wanna see.
Wei Nee : *sends side view picture of the ang moh to Kay*
Kay : HOLY SHIT. HE'S HOT.
Wei Nee : *sends front view picture of the ang moh to Kay*
Kay : *dies*
Wei Nee : Makan time. Drooling time =D
Kay : Fuck you.

Hahahahaha, the funny thing was she said let him be disgusted by me and she sounded like she doesn't care about that hot ang moh. And once I sent the picture to her, she went OMG-ish. Hahaha.

I am tired of hiding behind someone elses shadow, creeping in the dark, avoiding the light from shining onto my face which is full of nothing but tears of blood. I am just a fool, thinking that everything will be okay, everything will go to the way I want. I am a manipulater. Manipulating myself that reality is just exactly the same as my dream.So, here I am, trying to stand still, hoping that your smallest word with a big meaning behind it will not make me fall, hoping that the strongest wind will not make me tumble down. I think, I do not need you anymore to lean on, I do not need those words of yours to make me sleep at night or make me smile. I am who I am. And I shall do things according to my own, making my day with my own way, not yours, but mine.

I've just realized I miss the past more than right now, and I don't know why. Oh, by the way, what I wrote up there isn't anything personal. It's just that these few days I felt this feeling in me which can't be explain in words, and all I could do is just type it out in that way, like what I did up there. Weird huh?





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