Oh, I owe Hong Xiang something which I don't even know what it is. Haha, so, Hong Xiang, if you are reading this, which I don't know you are, tell me what is the thing I owe you k? Cause I am seriously don't know and blur about what I owe you. There are lots of stuffs I owe you. XD
Alex came back to school today. He was wearing a mask. Hahaha. Sms-ed with him yesterday. Sometimes, I don't know why, I feel stupid when I am chatting with him. Lol, especially yesterday, when I was talking to him about prom date. ==" God, isn't that the WORST thing which could happen to me, Alex?
She has everything which I have to live without.
Her expectations are still high
Eventhough she knows the truth would make her cry
Oh, isn't she trying her very hard
To get into your heart
Still, she did not manage to
What else do you want her to do?
Love she called it so
But is this what I get to know?
Why love someone
If it hurt so much
Why must you be the one?
Knowing that she is the one you wouldn't want
She is sick of staying strong
Sick of pretending nothing is going on
She knows something is wrong
Going the way where is so much long
She wants the strength
To stay on breathing
Is this the only length
That she am willing?
Those were words
That you never meant to mean it
Though the truth hurts
But lies are worse than these
Wanting to make the move
That she knows she would regret
It would make her act like a goof
Though she doesn't let you do that
I kept seeing her in your eyes
It bring me to my knee and make me cry
Are all these just lies?
If it is, I prefer being blind
Playing a game of herself
It is stupid of her to think like an elf
Argh, don't ask me anything about that poem up there. It's just that my hand kept typing on the keyboard non stop. Ideas just flow through my mind. Maybe it is due to the love songs I am listening to right now XD
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make me smile @ 9:12 PM
make me smile @ 9:12 PM
